Friday, July 30, 2010

Why Is it??







Why Is it…???

Just some observations (questions) about beading that I have:


  • Why is it that time spent beading goes so much faster than time at work?
  • Why is it that the needle breaks at the worst possible place, and you can never find the tip?
  • Why is it that the bead I need is always the last place I think of looking for it?
  • Why is it that when I am counting my beginning row for peyote, I get a different number of beads each time I count?
  • Why is it that when I mis-stitch that the thread shows on the other side, and I don’t notice it until W-A-Y later?
  • Why is it that my thread always lassos itself around everything on my table? 
  • Why is it that the strongest knots I make are when I don’t want knots? 
  • Why is it that I am always short by one bead for my project? 
  • Why is it that when I need to go through a bead multiple times, it won’t let me that one last pass without breaking?
  • Why is it that I can spend more money on beads than anything else?
  • Why is it that I can’t quite this crazy hobby?

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

More Bad News for CA State Employees





Just when we had a minor victory over the minimum wage issue, and just as I thought. GAS (Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger ) has come back with his bomb for State employees.

While we worked the full month of July, we will return to 3 furlough days per month again starting in August until the budget is passed. (After then, it is anyone’s guess as to what we will wind up with.)

We will get a full paycheck on Aug.1 for the month of July. But already, it has been threatened that the pay check for August to be issued in September may not be a paycheck at all, but an “IOU”. And if it is true that the “I want it all MY way” GAS will refuse to sign a budget until he does infact get it all his way, the budget may not be signed until the NEW Governor is in office (February).

That would make it MONTHS with no pay.

What makes this whole thing more ridiculous, is that the 8 departments who already caved into GAS’s demands are exempt. They will be getting their paychecks, and they won’t be getting the 3 days furlough. They agreed to a 5% pay cut, 1 furlough day per month, doubling their contribution to the retirement system, and other concessions.

Step it up one more notch. The managers and supervisors in those departments will not be exempt. They will be furloughed and get IOU’s like the rest of us. Why? Because managers and supervisors are non=represented classes (non union). They have been screwed yet AGAIN (as they were a couple years ago when they were denied cost of living raises).

So GAS is having his hissy fit because he lost the initial minimum wage battle, which isn’t over yet. That case will still be heard for the future, so that in future years, we will still have the threat of being paid Federal (not even State) minimum wage for the time period where there is no budget.

It is not fun being a State Employee. Between GAS kicking us around like worthless dogs, yet demanding more and more (ridiculous) work from us, and the general public with their convoluted ideas as to what it is to be a public employee, it’s enough for me to want to throw up my hands and live up to the stereotype. Why work hard if the work that is done is not rewarded or recognized. I might as well be lazy and not give a damned.

Next time I answer the phone and some fool complains about some nit-picky bullcrap, I won’t be too sympathetic. If someone needs a file in a hurry, sorry, it will get done when it is done. This is the type of attitude that GAS and his administration breeds. It destroys the enthusiasm of good solid workers. I know I am far from alone. 

As they say…you get what you pay for.

Maybe I will just bring my beads into my office, and work be damned!!

Battle of the CD Case



I bought myself a new CD today. It has been a while since I bought myself some new music to listen to. I was really looking forward to losing myself in it. All that stood between me and my 55 minutes of pure musical bliss was the wrapping on the CD. No big deal.

Or so I thought.

I started to try to peal away the cellophane covering by scratching with one finger at the fold on the top of the CD to try to get it to open. Scratch, scratch, scratch.

No luck.

Then I tried the two finger scratch.

No luck. Damned thing was stubborn.

Then I started clawing with all four fingers.

It was of no use.

Fine, I thought. It’s time for a tool. Into the kitchen I went, and with a mighty knife, I started digging at the top of the CD. The knife slipped and I nearly impaled my left hand. The knife missed my left hand by mear millimeters.

What was I thinking, anyways? The blade of my knife was thicker than my fingernail. If my fingernail couldn’t get under the fold of the cellophane, the knife would be of no use. I had to find a different implement.

Ah!! My embroidery scissors. Sharp, and pointed with a thin blade. I thought this would do the trick. I dug at the fold.

Still, no luck.

Then I thought perhaps I should try to score the cellophane at the face of the CD. I slashed the CD in a Zorro like fashion. The cellophane did not tear. Tell me. How is it that I can scratch the jewel case and the cellophane remains intact? Is it really Werewolf skin that instantly heals itself?

I went back to poking at the top of the CD with the scissors. Little by little, the wrapper gave way. I finally got it off in three pieces.

But I was not done yet. Now I had to get the tape off of the top. No problem. It has a tab that says “Pull Here”. How difficult can this be?

Let me tell you…

I poked at it with my fingernail. Poke.. Poke.. Poke.

Nothing. No luck. It was not coming up. Oh, I get it!! They can't make a fool out of me! Maybe this is really printed on! It is not a pull tab at all.

I took the scissors and thought I would try to slit the tape along the top. All the scissors did was glide across the corrugated surface with an annoying zipping sound.

I scraped away at the edge of the tape again. A tiny piece finally stood up. I grasped it (as much as you can grasp something the width of a piece of thread) and pulled. For my effort, I got a microscopic piece of tape.

This will take me all day.

I scraped away again at the tape edge at the face of the CD. I finally loosened enough of the tape to get a decent hold and pulled a nice long piece of it off. I went to deposit it in my trash can. The tape held on to me like a mother bear grasping a thrashing salmon to feed her cubs. I got the end of the tape on the trash can and pulled my hand away. The tape still stuck to my finger, lifted the trash can and it hit me in the shins. Not a pleasant feeling.

I ignored the pain, shaking the trash can (and tape ) off. It clunked to the floor, and I resumed my scraping at the tape.  I got the rest of the tape that was stuck on the face of the CD off and deposited it into the same trash can where the other piece of tape was standing on end, threatening to ambush me.

I was too smart, and on to its game. I used BOTH hands to get it off of me.

Now with the tape partially off, I thought that perhaps I could pry the CD’s jewel case open. I tugged gently.

No budge.

I tugged a little harder.

No budge. It was tighter than an oyster shell on steroids.

I tugged harder yet.

The jewel case cracked. There was a jagged fault line of a crack right across the face of the jewel case. Yet, the case did not open.

I continued scraping away at the top of the CD, until finally piece by piece, I got the jewel case free from its bondage. Piece by piece, I fought with the tape to get it to get off my fingers and into the trash can.

At last! I was able to put the CD in my player.

Battle weary, I sprawled out on the couch to listen to the music. My reward for the battle of the CD case. 

Then I noted the jewel case was within arm’s reach on the floor, looking at me with what appeared to be malice.

I hoped it wasn’t planning its revenge!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Tipsy Tuesday, 7/27/10: Time for Beading

This week’s Tipsy Tuesday Question is from Martha in Kansas. She earns a free pattern for her question:

We (me, Norm and Barney) are loving the questions everyone is sending in! Keep them coming!!


“How do you deal with family members who want your time when you want to bead? Have you ever had to struggle with this issue?”


My response:

Over the many years, I have had to juggle my beading/designing time with time spent with family members. When I was married, John would often complain that I would spend too much time beading. We found a compromise in a way. When he was watching TV, I would sit in the living room with him and bead. Since he loved to watch TV, or nap, I found a lot of time to bead.

Of course, with my daughter it was another matter. In the early days when she was little, I also had to throw in studying for college. Beading usually took a back seat and had to wait for weekends. Once I was done with school and was working, I was able to find a little more time. Typically after Jasmine went to bed and weekends.

After I was divorced and it was just Jasmine and me, I involved her. Actually, I started teaching her to bead when she was 5. She had her own bead box that grew to several over the years. She started by stringing. By the age of 6, she could do brick stitch and peyote.

She loved to bead (and still does). She even helped me teach classes starting at about age 7.

Involving family members in what you do, does help. Finding ways to bead when family members have down time such as watching TV helps a lot too. Otherwise, set aside some personal time every night. I think everyone needs some alone time. Beading fits that bill perfectly!

Norm the Gnome in the Know’s Response:


I like to get away from my lovely wife Olga, as much as I love her. I need to go out to where it’s quiet, and I can hear the birds sing, and the bees buzzing. Sometimes with Olga’s constant chattering, I can’t hear myself think. Boy that woman can TALK!!

I convince Olga that I have to go to work, otherwise the garden will suffer and we won’t have our pretty flowers or fruits and vegetables. She doesn’t argue, since she is happy that I actually want to work.

She doesn’t know that I often go just to relax! But I think she has other reasons for being happy when I leave. I have seen all sorts of fabric scraps laying around. I wonder what she is up to.

Maybe you can convince your family that you need to work. That usually scares most people away.



Barney the Brainy Bruin’s Response:

Bears would never have that problem! Why would humans need to find a way to escape rest to go to work on something? Humans are strange creatures I will never understand. Are your brain cells confused? I am.

My brain hurts just wondering why you would want to do such a thing!

Monday, July 26, 2010

I'm From the Government, and I am Here to Help. Really, I am.





When you were a youngster in school, didn’t you hate it when one kid would misbehave and the whole class would be punished? Because of little Johnny’s antics, everyone in class had to sit with their heads on the desk instead of being able to go out and play at recess.

I have always felt that everyone should be evaluated on their own individual merits, not as a group. Yet, I note that many apply kindergarten justice to almost every situation in their experience. For example, someone might say they do not like brie, therefore they claim they do not like any type of cheese even though they might not have sampled others. Or if someone had a bad experience with a waitress at the local restaurant, then the whole dining experience is a disaster, even though the food and ambiance was outstanding.

We like to group things together into one tidy package. Unfortunately, this sort of packaging leads to prejudice. And sadly, the information used to compartmentalize these opinions are often not based on first hand fact, but hearsay, in addition to using singular experiences to judge the whole.

This brings me to a post by a blogger I greatly respect who posted a question as to whether or not government employees’ salaries should be capped. This question then led to some discussion as to the existence of work ethics and value of these employees.

Granted, the topic is a sensitive issue for me, as I am a government employee, and in my state, due to the yearly budget battles we have endured more than our fair share of being kicked around. Over many years of furloughs, pay reductions, no cost of living raises for more than 5 years and lack of support and equipment, we have limped along doing the best we can with what we have.

Even with putting my personal sensitivities to take a back seat, I did find many of the attitudes pushing my buttons. Many of the responses had to do with politicians, namely the pay, abuse and some of the absurd policies that some elected officials take part in. But judging from some of the comments,  all government workers are guilty by association.

People who get on the bandwagon of government employee bashing merely parrot what they heard others say. What gets me is that these opinions are more often than not based on reports made by the press that are at times exaggerated or taken out of context, if not down right fabricated (I can tell first hand stories about this that would destroy your faith in news journalism). Or if they do hold some truth, the bad press one government employee gets is suddenly applied to all government employees. 

Rarely is there any fact checking by the general public when the government worker bashing frenzy occurs. Even if a contrary viewpoint is presented with first hand evidence, so ingrained is the thought that all government employees are lazy worthless louses as are the programs they work for.  Mother Teresa working as a social worker would likely be demonized by these people.

Yes, there are bad employees in government. Some are lazy. Some get away with doing very little work, some live up to the stereotype. But then…isn’t the same true for private sector employees? How many of you work with people who don’t carry their share and let others make up for them? How many have you worked with, or had experience with a private sector employee who is deathly slow or doesn’t have a clue in what they are doing?

The bottom line is that we are all human. We all have good days and bad in our job performance. I don’t think there are many of us who set out to do a bad job. Bad workers are everywhere. And being in the line of business I am with my day job, I see plenty of them in the private sector. If there was no incompetence in the public sector in my line of work, I would not have a job.


Here are some of the statements that got under my skin:

In response to the fact that many government employees are paid as much as 25% less than private industry counterparts, I found this particularly offensive:

                      “Let them go to private industry if they don’t like it”

Unfortunately, this happens too much. Some departments have a trouble retaining skilled, experienced, and talented employees. They work for about 3 years, get the training that is given and then they go off to private industry. This type of turn over costs money. Many jobs can take at least a year, if not more to learn the ropes and truly be productive. For example, a safety engineer coming in from private industry to work with OSHA, may understand a specific discipline (ie construction) but may not have experience in machine guarding, electrical safety, chemical safety, or the legal aspects of the job. Money invested in training this employee is quickly lost if the employee leaves after a short while. If government pay parity would be closer to that of the private industry, then the employee would likely stay providing a return for the investment.

 “I would take their job in a heart beat”  What’s keeping someone like this from taking the civil service exam for the job he wants other than lack of ambition?  Go take the exam, score high since highest scores get offered the job first. He too could have a government job if he really wanted one.

“ I had a bad experience with a government employee who was incompetent and lazy” If a negative experience was had through even 3 such employees, should then ALL government employees be judged by that? I had bad experiences by incompetent plumbers who came to my house to fix my plumbing. Does this make all plumbers bad? Several nurses had trouble drawing blood from me at the clinic. Does this mean that all nurses are lousy at drawing blood?  Kindergarten justice is alive here. One bad apple must mean all the rest are bad too.

“A scientist or physician should not consider government work as a career, but as “service”. What is wrong with choosing government work as a career? We need scientists and physicians to do the research and development that they do, without the bias and money making focus that their private counterparts are driven by.

Do we really want organizations like the CDC or NIOSH to have a conflict of interest when it comes to protecting our health and safety because they are pleasing drug making companies?  Don’t we want good talent and skill to work at protecting the health of the public? Then that employee should be paid his/her worth.

Any position paying an inferior wage will not attract those with talent and competency. Those people will go for the higher wages. Wages that are reasonably in line with the private sector will help attract good talent and employees to better serve the public.

“Politicians should work for free or nothing. Why can’t they just work for the good of God and Country like Abe Lincoln.” Who can afford to work for nothing? Don’t we all have bills to pay? Gone are the days when we could put our stake in a plot of land and homestead. Few of us are able to live off the land by growing our own vegetables and raising our own animals for meat. Do we really want someone who governs us to be so wealthy that he/she can afford to buy their way into office and be able to afford to work for free for a full term?

Do we want the wealthy to govern the other classes? It sounds like the feudal system of medieval Europe to me. We all know that didn’t work.

Perhaps putting a cap on individual wealth rather than salary to be a politician would be a better idea. Put people in office who are “regular” people who know what it is like to work for a living. Not someone who is so far removed from a working person’s experience that he doesn’t understand hunger.

“The government wastes too much money, like spending $800 on toilet seats.” We all heard stories like this of overspending. It seems like most of these stories are about military spending. All I can attest to is that in California, before we can buy anything, or receive any service from an outside vendor, it has to go to bid. With the lowest bidder getting the project or sale.

My department is quite frugal. My government car is an 11 year old Chevy Cavalier that has seen better days (but fits my “Colombo” image well). I work on a 9 year old computer with programs that have long been antiquated. We have gone through more than a few months when we were even dangerously low on essentials such as paper and toner.

While I don’t deny that some spending could be trimmed in any governmental department, whose spending couldn’t use a bit of trimming? The so called $800 toilet seat if I recall correctly, was not just the toilet seat cost itself, but factored in other costs associated with it.  I am sure there is much more to the story than the apparent price tag. If the item was truly $800, I would wonder what the REAL story is, before I would make accusations that all government spending is out of control.

There is plenty of room for improvement in our government. Not just how money is spent, but also in the programs that are administered. To continually put the yoke of blame for failing budgets on the very employees who provide services to the public, and as in some programs, fund themselves is not warranted or even justly deserved.

Whether you are a government employe, or private sector, I really think most of us try to do our best to do a good job, while trying to earn a fair a decent living. None of us deserve unfair, unfounded biased criticism. Let us all be judged for our individual merits, not by prejudice.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Weekly Dragon Robe Progress

I have been working obsessively hard on this since last week. I have developed a callous on one of my fingers...getting Beader's-Butt .

What? You don't know what Beader's-Butt is? It is a malady that you get from sitting on a too hard chair for too long (because you just can't stop beading, or shift yourself, tray of beads and project) to somewhere more comfortable because you need to sit where you are because:

1. There is no where else to spread out. Every other place is too crowded with other beads and or projects.
2. That is where the lighting is the best.
3. Why move, when everything is there, waiting and ready.

This malady causes your arse to become numb, flat and wide. I am hoping to offset this by my new exercise/diet routine that I will chronicle weekly on my other blog.....

Now that I have the width of the sleeves done, progress will be a little slower as I am working on the widest part (17 inches)!


Friday, July 23, 2010

Bragging Rights: Janice Lynn

Janice made this "Bear Hugs" panel for her sister.

I bet she will love it don't you? I love this little guy! Who can't love a bear??  :)

Great Job, Janice!!

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Turn Signals



The use of Turn Signals is required by the Vehicle Code of every state. They are installed in every car, truck or other moving vehicle that moves on a public road. So why the hell don’t people use them?
It’s one thing if someone is stopped in a left hand turn lane at a light. I can forgive that even though technically, the turn signal should be used. Why else would someone be sitting in a turn lane waiting for the light to change, when everyone else who is not turning whizzes right by? Hopefully when sitting in that left turn lane, they won’t make a sudden decision to turn right and not use their turn signal.
I can also understand not using a turn signal when a quick life and limb saving decision must be made to avoid an accident. For example, let’s say that  quite unexpectedly,  a couch appears in the middle of the freeway. An immediate lane change is needed to avoid this “conveniently” placed rest stop. A lane change needed to be made so quickly that using a turn signal was the last thing on someone’s mind. Staying alive and accident free was the only thought someone would have under this condition. Yes, I can  understand not using a turn signal in a case like this.
Other than excuses similar to the above, what excuse does someone have not to use their turn signal prior to making a turn or a lane change? Do you think that turn signals are being used less and less as years go by, or is it just my observation?
Just this morning on my way to work, I was waiting to make a right hand turn from a side street onto a main road. Traffic was flying by. Finally I saw an opening, just behind a gray car, or if I was quick, there was a break just big enough in front of that gray car. If I were in a more aggressive mood, I would have jumped in front of that gray car, cutting him off and making him slow down. But I thought, I would wait patiently and let him pass by before I would turn on to the road behind him.
What does the idiot do? Of course, he turns right. He turns onto the same street I was stopped on, patiently waiting for him to pass. He did not make use of his turn signal.
Just as bad are those fools who have their turn signal on for no reason. You know what I mean. You see them on the freeway with their little left turn signal on. You note that it has been flashing for some time. Poor sucker wants to make a lane change. You feel magnanimous, and you slow down a tad to let him into your lane. You left enough room for a double trailer truck to cut in front of you, but still, he doesn't take advantage of your generosity. You flash your lights to get his attention. But still, there he goes in his own lane, left turn signal blinking away…then you realize…the idiot doesn’t even know he has it on. As you pull up beside him, you give him the universal signal of “Your turn signal is on, asshole” by making a fist and flexing your pointer finger up and down. The asshole flips you off with his middle finger as a thank you.
Maybe we should do away with turn signals altogether. You can’t trust them. Either they aren’t used when they should be, or they are left in the permanently on position.
There must be some reason for the rampant, uncontrolled non-use or misuse of turn signals. I bet if I were to stand around with a clipboard and do a survey, these would be the reasons for not using a turn signal thatI would discover:

1.      Really?? It comes standard with the car? I thought it was an option, and I never knew the car came with a turn signal! For left AND right?
2.      I just can’t figure it out…do you push it up? Do you push it away from you? Which darned lever is it anyways?
3.      I don’t want to call attention to myself with a flashing light, I’m not at a friggen disco!
4.      Turn signals are for sissys.
5.      Energy conservation: non use of the signal extends the life of the turn signal bulb.
6.      I am on a secret mission, and don’t want anyone to know where I are going. I might be followed by THEM.
7.      What? It’s NOT automatic? Everything else is in this car!
8.      I am practicing thought-projection. Apparently you are not in possession of a highly evolved brain that can pick up on my “I am now turning left” vibes.
9.      When the lady’s voice on the box says “turn left in 500 yards” she did not say to use the turn signal! This GPS must be defective!
10. There are just not enough hands! One is on the steering wheel, the other is on the cell phone. I would have to let go of the steering wheel to turn it on! Just how is someone expected to flick on a turn signal and still drive safely! Shheeesshh


Maybe someone should invent something that activates the turn signal when the front wheels are turned at a certain angle.

What do you think?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Are you REALLY Into Your Beadwork Project?





Have you ever been really into a project you are working on? I mean REALLY- REALLY into the project to the point of obsession? That is how I am feeling about my Chinese Robe project at the moment. It’s rather crazy, even for me who is known for flinging everything I have into a project or two.

How to know if You are REALLY-REALLY into your bead project:

  1. You keep on saying “I will go to bed after just one more row.” You have been saying this for at least 5 rows.
  2. You find that you have beaded through lunch or dinner, which is not like you since you never ever miss a meal. Since it is 2 hours past lunch, what’s the point of stopping to eat. Dinner is not far off! Is it past dinner? So what, you could stand to miss a meal or two.
  3. You are certain that aliens have abducted you. Just where did the last 3 hours go to?  You have no recollection of what happened during all this time. You could not possibly have been beading for that long!
  4. When you do go to bed and finally start dreaming, what do you dream of? What else? Beading your project!
  5. You won’t stop for a bent needle even though it is now “S” shaped, nor will you stop for thread that is getting a little short, and admit it, what’s wrong with using the thread when it is just a tad frayed? To stop and change needle or thread would put you out of your rhythm.
  6. What’s that on my finger? Calluses?? From the needle?
  7. You have a new beading mantra: "I don’t have to pee… I don’t have to pee… I don’t have to pee… I don’t have to pee… I don’t have to pee… I don’t have to pee… I don’t have to pee…"
  8. You suffer separation anxiety when you have to leave your project for any reason.
  9. You have difficulty on focusing your eyes on something that is further away than the distance you usually hold your beadwork.
  10. You don’t notice that you stitched through the top layer of the skin of your finger (yes with needle AND thread!) until you have to move the hand that holds the beadwork. It is then that you discover that you have become one with your beadwork.

If you think I can relate to any of the above, I will tell you, nah…it is all nonsense, nonsense all of it! Who could possibly be THAT into beading?? Not me!!  ;)

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Tipsy Tuesday, 7/20/10: Spilled Beads

This week’s Tipsy Tuesday question is from Tina in Wisconsin. She earns a free pattern for her question.


Have you ever spilled a lot of seed beads? Do you try to save them and sort them out, or do you just count them as waste?


My Response:

Oh boy…spilled beads is a sad thing. What I especially hate is when the top of one or more of those tubes opens in the storage box  that I keep them in and I wind up with a ton of mixed seed beads at the bottom of the box.

Spilled beads is almost a daily curse. Sometimes it is because I knock them over, other times Lucy who loves to flap her wings or gets spooked by a no-see-um-goblin and she lands in my neat little lids and they go all helter-skelter.

If it looks like picking them up according to color isn’t too much of a job and there are enough of them to justify my time, I will. If it would take more time to separate the colors than its worth, then…too bad. It’s spoilage. I will live with the loss.

Once I spilled a ½ tube of the 18 kt gold beads (size 14). Since those are sooo expensive, I took the hour or so to pick them all up. Or at least as much as I could find.

So, I guess it is a case by case basis as to how much time I will take in picking up and sorting the beads. I would rather lose $2 worth of beads than spend an hour sorting them. I would rather be taking my time to bead…or cook…or sleep.

Norm the Gnome in the Know’s Response:

Barney once came into my storage shed when I was once organizing my seeds for spring planting. He has a big butt. You have heard of the expression “Bull in a china shop”, right? That is nothing like a “Fat Bear in a garden shed”. Just should never happen.

Anyways, he knocked all my seed storage containers over. There must have been 15 of them. There were flower seeds of all types. Do you know how tiny some seeds can be?

At first I was furious. I love having an orderly garden. Everything in nice neat rows. It just makes things easier to take care of. Now I wouldn’t be able to have an orderly garden. But then I thought, I shouldn’t get that mad at my best friend. So we laughed about it as we swept it up.



We threw all those seeds in a field that we weren’t planning on using that year. Let me tell you, what a magnificent garden it was! Flowers were all mixed up together. The garden was wild and beautiful. Goes to show you, that sometimes a mishap can turn into a thing of wonder!



Barney the Brainy Bruin’s Response:



I would say, run away from anything that causes more work. Who needs it? Do you really think it would be worth spending all that time picking up and sorting when you could sleep or at least relax? So unless your idea of fun and relaxation is being on your hands and knees picking up something you can hardly see, then sorting them out, I would say find something better to do!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

The Heat is On





In California, we have a regulation that no other state presently has. The regulation is about heat illness prevention.

I have mixed feelings about this regulation, and I have strong opinions on how we are handling the regulation which is in it’s third year since it has been promulgated.

On the face of it, the regulation is very well intended. In a nut shell, the employer has to provide drinking water, shade, training on heat stress symptoms and emergency provisions should an employee become ill due to the heat. As they say, the Devil is in the details. The finer points of this regulation has led to many heated (pardon the pun) debates, even amongst our own "leaders". What constitutes shade? When does it need to be provided? 85 degrees? 90? Do vehicles with air conditioning count? How many canopies for how many workers? How far away from the crew can it be? How much water? How cool? How often should a worker be drinking?

Heat is nothing new to California, especially the Central Valley. The coastal areas do not have the same problem with heat as the Central Valley has. Take today for example, it is forecasted to hit 104. This is not unusual.

It is also not unusual to have heat related illnesses during the summer. Sadly, it is not unusual to see a few fatalities due to heat illness either. It is hard brutal work to be out in the fields when it is 100 degrees, or in a food processing plant where not only is it hot but humid as well.

Fueled politically by certain groups who feel we have not done enough for the farm workers, and other political considerations, heat illness prevention is top priority. Should I go out and investigate why an amputation occurred,  or a complaint that there may not be enough water or shade in a tomato field? Guess….

If you guessed that I need to run out and see if the field has a shade structure, you guessed right. The amputation can wait.

This is one point I disagree with. Especially when many of these complaints come in with incorrect addresses if an address at all (oh it is SOMEWHERE on Livingston Rd, perhaps the cross street is Smith.. Then you find out that Smith and Livingston are parallel and do not meet). Or when you get there, no one has worked in that field for at least a week.

On rare occasion the complaint does have a correct address. But there is no violation. Or at least not what they alleged. They DID have water, they DID have shade…ok fine, they ran out of paper cups. Fine, I have a ticket to issue. Yes, this was more important than the amputation....Right-O. Don't get me started. I might say things my administration would have my head for.

This year, we have teams going out EVERY week. Tomorrow, I start my assigned week in the field doing a “sweep”. A "sweep" is driving around all day, looking for crews and checking. Water? Shade? Porta-pottties? Written Program? Training? We have been out and hit many of the same Farm Labor Contractors time and time again. We are batting a 90% in compliance rate (no violations). It seems that time is best spent on other activities, but I don’t call the shots.

Luckily, I am teamed up with someone who can speak Spanish. It would be difficult to do inspections with my very limited Spanish since most field workers are Spanish speaking. Some are Punjabi, and a few are Laotian. Rarely are they English speaking. 

But I shouldn’t complain. At least I can expect a full paycheck on Aug 1. Maybe there will be one crew that I can benefit to some degree.

It will be a hot week. I am already looking forward to it being over with!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Super Bragging Rights: Susie Kelly

Susie has done it again!! And I am proud of her, and I am proud to "Win by Proxy"!
Susie entered my Van Gogh's Starry Night Tapestry that she beaded and won Best of Show in the State (Golden Bear award).

Maybe she will let me pet the Bear one day!!

Here she is pictured with her Bear, Ribbons, with the Starry Night behind her. Oh...and she is wearing my Elegant Poppies necklace to boot!! How terrific is that!!

CONGRATS SUSIE!!! Well Done!!


Dragon Robe Progress 7/17/10

I started beading my Dragon Robe project last Saturday. I thought I would give you a weekly update on how this piece is progressing. I am really enjoying working on it (despite the fact I am not working off of a word chart!). Every night, my bed time gets later and later as I chant my mantra "Just one more row"!

And horror of all horrors, my supply of DB 10 (the black Delicas) was dwindling quickly. So, I just had to put in an order of Delicas to Caravan Beads. I had a list of colors I was running low on. So I ordered most of them. Luckily I was somewhat saved as they were "out" of a few of the colors I wanted to buy.

Ok...Truth or dare....I just lied to you (you just can't trust me one bit can you?). Since they were out of 4 colors that I wanted to stock up on, I used the opportunity (excuse) to buy 4 colors I did not have.

There... I confessed. What is my penance?

As I mentioned in an earlier post, I started this a bit under the sleeves as the width would be easier to start with. I am working down to the bottom of the back. Once I reach the bottom, I will continue at the top.

Friday, July 16, 2010

Bragging Rights: Maria Gonzales

Just look at this!! What a wonderful take on this Zebra Face Pattern!! I LOVE it!!

It shouldn't surprise me as Maria does WONDERFUL work! Take a look!:

http://www.daisywhitecreations.blogspot.com/

http://daisywhitecreations.com/


Horray for Chiang!! Horray for Judge Marlette!!




Did you feel the wind rush by you at around 1pm? If you did, it must have been the collective sigh of relief of 200,000 State Employees when we heard the news that the Judge has ruled against forcing John Chiang to issue us checks at minimum wage!! 

Horray!! I can pay my bills, buy gas and groceries!! YIPPIEE!!!

Odd that I should be so darned happy to get the pay that is due me. Pay that does not even come from the State's General Fund, but from the Federal Government and other special funds.

I am sure that our Gov is not done yet. I predict that he will want us to take pay cuts, furloughs and other concessions, but at least we won this round!

HORRAY!!!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Pay Day??

The battle still goes on as to whether or not we will get full paychecks at the end of the month.

We only get paid once per month, so the pay check that is issued on Aug 1 is for the entire month of July.
The battle rages on in the courts as to whether the Gov can legally pay us only minimum wage. John Chiang, the controller says it cannot be done, legally or otherwise. The antiquated system does not allow him the possibility of changing the checks.  Chaing is fighting for us to get paid, in full and on time.

If we do get minimum wage, we will get the balance of the money due to us once the budget is passed. But it won't be right away. It is said that it can take 6 months before we are fully paid.

This does not save the state any money, since it will cost the state money in hours paid to staff to change the payroll structure and again to change it back. They would also be held to pay us interest on the money due to us.

Not to mention the effect it would have in 200,000 Californians not having any money to pay bills let alone the extras to fuel the economy.



Don't think for a moment that this tactic by the Governor is anything less than punitive. There are some 20+ unions in the State service. Six of these unions have agreed to the deep cuts that the Governor wanted. These 6 unions will be exempt from the minimum wage order. Is this extortion or what? How can the Governor state that he is following a law that says when there is no budget then minimum wage is to be paid and exempt a group only because they agreed to his demands?

Imagine what you would feel like if your paycheck were reduced to nothing. Once my standard deductions are taken out of my check, I will literally have no paycheck. Funny how wealthy people forget what it is like to depend on a paycheck.

There is no morale left with anyone I know who works for the state. I have gotten to the point of not caring if my work gets done. It will, eventually, but I am in no hurry to do anything more than what I must do. I think State employees have been kicked around enough.


On Friday, the judge will announce his decision on this court battle between Scharzenegger and Chiang. Luckily, we have a Controller who wants to do what is right for State Workers. At least he has a heart. No wonder State employees love him!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Guilt

I spent the day at a company sampling a worker’s exposure to respirable silica. Up early to get there, then the day spent watching him work, and watching my equipment to make sure they did not malfunction.

Believe it or not, watching someone else work can make you tired. Or maybe I was just tired to begin with.

After leaving the company, with my samples tucked safely away, I decided on a late lunch. It was not so much that I was hungry. I could easily have waited until I got home. But it was more of taking a moment alone. To not think of work. To not go straight home and think of entertaining a dog who wants attention, a bird who needs attention even more than the dog, or to worry about Steve, who’s health just does not improve despite the poking and proding by Doctor after Doctor, and this specialist and that specialist, or by taking this drug or that drug.

My normal place of escape is the bookstore. It doesn’t matter which one, Borders or Barnes and Noble.  I just could not go into either one of them. I do not have the discipline to leave a bookstore without a book or two tucked under my arm and spending $25 or more. Forget going to look at clothes at the Fat Lady store…I might even come out with more damage to my finances.



So I opted for lunch. For $5.15, I had a tray of guilt. Perhaps I should have followed the directions on the door, perhaps I should have gone In-N-Out before I put down that tidy sum of money. I usually hate fast food to begin with. Burgers and Fries are not my idea of a good meal.

Perhaps I was hell bent on punishing myself.

Perhaps I wanted something else to feel guilty about besides my emotions.

As I chewed on the grease laden burger and as I swallowed a tidy package of oil called a French Fry, I tried to gather my thoughts and emotions that have been consuming me over the last few months.

Little wonder that my Muse was gone so long. She couldn’t bear to be around me. Sure, outwardly, I still try to play the carefree clown of sorts. Cool and collected even down right silly at times. Just don’t look to close.

My Muse had to come back. And she did come back with a vengeance. She came back with a huge project for me to tackle. Something for me to escape into. She was telling me to stop wallowing in those emotions. Or at the very least she provided me with a much needed distraction.

But I ask, how do I handle a situation where a loved one is so ill that he can’t function? Dr visit after Dr visit, including various specialists can’t seem to figure out what is causing his persistent nausea and dizziness. He has no energy, he has difficulty walking and seems to have lost his purpose. I am left…well, for all purposes alone and scared.

My manager at work tells me he has decided that it is my lot in life to be a beast of burden. Carrying this one and that one. I wanted him to take those words back. But as he explained why he felt that way, I wondered if he was not right. It made me think of the poor donkey I took a picture of when I was in Fez, Morocco. Looking at that picture, I hate to say it, I can identify with the poor animal.



Thinking of my manager’s words as I continued eating, the ever present tears that just hide below the surface started to well…I guess I needed some salt on my fries anyways…oh how I hate self pity. But there I was, struggling. GUILT. Guilt for eating such a horrible grease filled unhealthy meal, guilt for feeling angry, guilt for feeling sad, guilt for feeling resentment, guilt for feeling sorry for myself, guilt, guilt guilt.

I thought of my arteries clogging with the saturated grease I was eating, and could eat no more. If only I could end the worries and troubles as easily as I could end the horrible meal. If only I could take the problems and wrap them up in a tissue and throw them into a container and never see them again.

I left the burger joint with my belly of guilt and drove to the office. I sat at my desk for a moment to think and to collect myself before going home to face the problems that awaited me there.

At least my project is waiting for me. At least I can still escape into my beads for comfort.

As for my sense of humor, it is still there, wallowing under a  blanket of guilt. But worry not, it will return. Maybe my Muse is stroking it back to good health too.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Tipsy Tuesday, 7/13/10: Do You Have a Bead Room?


This week’s Tipsy Tuesday question is from Crystal. She earns a free pattern for her question. Keep sending the questions in. Anything at all you dare to ask is fair game!

I was wondering, if you have a specific space/room that is the beading area and how much of your home has been overtaken as a place to stash beads.

I enjoy your blog a lot.

My Response:

I remember when I was proud to expand my bead collection to 2 shoe boxes!  When I needed a second shoe box to store my beads, I really felt like I had a serious hobby, and quite a stash. Now, my dining room (which is my bead room) feels like a tiny shoe box with not near enough storage room.

I have had a “Bead Room” in my home ever since I moved to San Jose from Phoenix. Each room in each home since then has been roughly the same size (about 12 X 12 ft). My bead room also houses my computer, printer, bead books, design books and other art books as well as my work desk.


It is filled to the brim and it is always a MESS. I envy those who have nice neat “studios” with everything in it’s place. My room looks more like a junk yard. While I do have a feeble attempt at organization. I am failing miserably. My Delicas are well organized. Other beads…well let’s just say, when I need a particular bead, it becomes an adventure not unlike a treasure hunt.



In my 2 car garage, most of what is in there is also bead related. There are BOXES of books that I published, packaged kits and my show equipment. Tables, canopies, lighting, necklace stands, grates and shelving for the grates take up more room than you’d think. If it weren’t for these, my garage would have enough room for…cars!! What a thought that is!!

I try to keep beads out of other areas of the house, but occasionally, there will be a tray of beads in the living room, or even the kitchen table.

I would love to have those home designers from that Home TV program come and redesign my bead room. That would be a wonderful (and impossible) thing!


Norm the Gnome in the Know’s Response:

I just don’t get it. If I can keep all my flowers neat and orderly, why can’t Sig keep her beads orderly. I think keeping beads in their place is a lot less work than keeping a garden in order.

Do you think she is just lazy?



Barney the Brainy Bruin’s Response:

Having a messy bead room is not so bad (I think Norm is a little anal sometimes). Who has the time to be neat and tidy.  Sometimes I think that some of the gnomes from the village come in at night and mess up the bead room. I’ve seen Sig work all weekend to clean it up, and the next day, it was just as bad as before. 

Sunday, July 11, 2010

My Dear Governor










I am Arnie and Arnie I am
I will take your pay, because you know I can.
My "Valued State Employee", You know how I feel
Your devotion to the State is just unreal.
I know you work hard but it's never enough,
We are in a crisis and you know that it's tough.
Our State has no money, no budget in sight.
I want you to roll over, stop giving me a fight.
I am Arnie and Arnie I am
I will take your pay, because you know I can.
Furloughs and layoffs are just the start
to make you and your money all to soon part.
I'll reduce your pension and reduce your pay
I pay you minimum wage, I will have my way.
Quit your crying, you know it could be worse,
I'll make you travel and I won't reimburse.
So go to work, and work harder than ever
I'll sign a budget soon...or whenever.
Remember this, when you go to work
I might be mean, I might be a jerk
But I'll show you that I'm not a girly man
because I am Arnie, and Arnie I am

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Beading Again!!

After not touching my beads for 3 months, it seems great to be beading something again. Especially since I am excited about the Dragon Robe. I started last night and got 4 rows done. I spent a little time today and got 3 more done. The colors really glow, even with such few rows.

But I have to say this...I know that I have jumped up and down about the ease and wonders of using a Word Chart. They are so INCREDIBLY easy to use (at least the version my bead program spits out) that to do a large project, it would be a shame not to use it.

The Dragon Robe is really belting me with that fact. I cannot imagine for the life of me, why ANYONE who is half sane would want to do a coded chart for anything  bigger than 3 X 4 inches!

Because the Dragon Robe is a shaped project, the Word Chart is not a good option. Spaces that have no beads will read "BLANK" on a word chart (for example  (52) BLANK) when there are 52 spaces with no beads. It is hard to count blank spots in the air, so a graph is the way to go on a shaped project.

Oh woe is me!! If I were working with a word chart, the 7 rows I have done would be more like 15 or 20.
Memorizing codes (or needing to look them up), counting (miss-counting is the most frequent mistake I make and probably you too). Takes up a lot of time that the word chart does for you.

Plus the fact that on a large pattern, it takes several pages to get the codes to be large enough for you to read. The Dragon Robe's chart is 6 pages wide for the widest part of the pattern!! ARRGGHH. It will need 2 cites to spread out on!!

I did not start at the widest point (my usual starting point) as it would be too difficult to start there since there is no solid color border. I started at the mid area below the sleeves. This portion of the pattern is only 3 pages wide.

I am having fun with the beading. I just miss my word chart!!

                            
                             6 pages wide!!!

Friday, July 9, 2010

More Progress on the Chinese Robe..I think it's Finished!!

I think I have finished with the design portion of my Dragon Robe pattern!!

I tweaked the front a bit more by adding dragons to the shoulders:




Then I worked on the back again. I added mirror imaged dragons to the bottom, and added the cloud 
patterns.


                         


Then, bringing it all together, I finished the neck portion and joined the pieces together.

Now...where are my beads!!?



                                          


Thursday, July 8, 2010

More Progress on the Chinese Robe

For those who are interested in following my progress on the Chinese Dragon Robe, here is my progress after about 5 additional hours of work. The front is almost done. I still have some tweaking to do for the
shoulder portion. But it is almost done.

Now...I have to get back to the back of the robe!

The dimensions are about 16.5 inches wide X 11 inches tall. But there is a lot of empty space. It is a large project, but to do it smaller, it would never have the detail. I know there are a lot of you out there who really enjoy the large patterns (as I do). So I think this would really be a great piece to do!!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Finally!! I am excited about starting a new project!

After planting his putrid soul in my dwelling, I really think that the Ghoul of Creative Death has left, along with all his slimy friends.

I am itching to get back to my beads!!

I think I will take a direction that I have had rolling around in my head for a couple of years. In my world travels, I have always marveled at the traditional clothing of each country I have visited. Hungarian and Romanian Embroidery, German Dirndls, Guatemalan Huipils, Chinese Dragon Robes...every country I visited had exquisite ceremonial and festival clothing that is richly embroidered and decorated.

Over the couple years I thought of recreating these amazing articles of clothing, I collected books, postcards and other images to begin my series of world traditional costumes.

I decided that I would start with a Chinese Dragon Robe. Last year, when I was in China, I saw several of these highly ornate robes. I really thought it would be a great place to start.


The robes do come in different shapes. So the first step in this process was to create a templet. This templet would be my canvas. I would need one templet for the front and one for the back, since I want this to be a miniature of the real thing to hang on a dowel or T-bar.

First, I did the back



Next the front


                                      

Now comes part of the design:



Then I had to place it on the templet.


                                                  

Now, I need to create a design for the front and sleeves as well as for the bottom of the robe. It will still take me many hours to add all the detail before I can begin to bead this piece. I hope that when it is done, it will be beautiful.

I am undecided what color to make the background. Black? Dark Blue? Yellow? For now, it will stay white until I get all the designing done!

At least I have a project that I am excited about!





Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Tipsy Tuesday, 7/6/10: Do you wear your work?


This week’s question is from Donna in NY and Gite in Germany, since they both submitted the same question on the same day.  Pretty amazing. I would normally award the pattern to just the first person, but…what the heck, they both earn a free pattern for the question!

Go ahead, submit any question you have, on beading or not, Norm, Barney and I don’t mind and we don’t bite. So don’t be shy!!

Do you wear your own work - earrings/bracelets/necklaces for everyday wear?  Due to your OSHA job I think you can't do inspections w/long dangly jewelry but for office/weekends?  I ask 'cuz I'm learning brickstitch & the earring designs I like, in the books I have, are also ones w/long fringe.   I want to wear what I make at least some of the time.  Right now I don't have an office to go into so business attire is not an issue.  Thanks & keep on w/entertaining blog.


My Response:
It is rare when I wear any of the beadwork I created, and never do I wear it to work. Most of the time, when I am “out in the field”, I can be in heavy manufacturing such as plating shops, or car part manufacturing. O I could be at a food processing or poultry processing plant where jewelry is not allowed. I could also be at a construction site or in the agricultural fields. Sometimes it is a little “tamer” when I inspect schools, medical facilities or even stores. Wearing beadwork would just get in the way, especially larger pieces. I suppose a small bracelet would be ok, or a small pair of earrings. But I would rather not worry about having to take it off, or finding that it calls too much attention to myself in a way that is not necessary. And just for the office…it would be way out of place. We are all jeans and T-shirt field people and about the only time we get a little dressy is when we have to go to a deposition or hearing. Flashy jewelry would be not be appropriate.
It seems the only place I do wear beadwork is at shows. Even then, it seems I need to remind myself to wear it, instead of putting everything on a display. I never make jewelry for myself.
If I make something for myself, it is a wall hanging/tapestry. At least those I can see everyday since they are on my wall.
Maybe beading is more about the process and challenge for me than it is my form of personal adornment.


Norm the Gnome in the Know’s Response:
Sometimes I string some flowers together for my lovely wife Olga to wear as a necklace or on her head. She says she does love it when I do that for her, but then tells me she’d rather just have the flowers in a vase since as a necklace, the flowers die so fast.
I think I would like to see my little Petunia wearing nothing but flowers on her petal soft skin.  I would love to cover her in petals while she is lying down. Then I would blow them all off one by one…no…that would take too long. I would get my manly leaf blower, and turn it on full force, then I would…never mind…



Barney the Brainy Bruin’s Response:
Lies, Lies, Lies, I say!! Does Sig wear her work?? Yes she does!! Have you seen her lately? She wears everything she works with when she’s in the kitchen!! Flour, sugar and batter are splattered on her shirt when she bakes. After washing veggies, she doesn’t use a towel to dry her wet hands. She wipes them on the back end of her jeans. It’s really disgusting.
Does she wear her work!! HA!!! She sure does. But so do Norm and I. Right on our bellies, hips and thighs. Cookies, cakes, bread, smoked ribs, kebabs, salads….home made this and home made that! It’s a regular buffet bar around here!!! It goes past the lips and we wear it on our hips!!